17 years now...
Thursday, September 28, 2006
phew! got back most of my prelims results todae. it was really a heart thumping experience. yes... i'll tell yall my results later... before that, its really getting very irritating that ppl around take me as their target. its like when i do well, they get pissed with me.. when i get lower than them, they start making a whole hoo ha out of everything.. sometimes i wonder what has the good those results in the past done for me anyway? $500 scholorship every year? so what?! friendship is more impt over all these monetary gains. hey guys, your results are the fruits you bear from sheer hard work and determination. and definately, through the grace of God. so relax manz! no one's a born loser.. i'm sure everything will pay off in time to come.. no one can be the best at everything.. i'm never no.1 there's always at least someone above me(ps: all my awards at home are silver! lol). okay. enough of that. back to results. got a rude shock for my situation writing. mrs chong passed me the script saying,"what happen ar jerome?" i took the paper and wth? 13/30? crap! after looking through, i looked at the marks again but hey! its 23 and not 13! phew! lol. so paper1 i definately did above expectation but oohh.. p2 was crap.. did so freaking badly, i freaked out.. but anyway, still got the grade despite 1 grade lower than expected. phy was a BIG upset. its amazing how i do so well for subjects others do badly in, but i'm not up to mark when the others get really high marks.. on this topic, my class got 77% distinctions for the chem paper! omg! that is total madness. performed above expectations. but sad la i'm in the lower end of the distinctions. my other results are okay, not too bad. i'm actually quite contented with my grades this time. its a marked improvement, but i think i could have done much better. still waiting for the 2nd half of my bio paper.. hoping for an A1. anyway, i currently got 5 distinctions(without bio) not all A1. you do the maths. can't wait to see how the moderation is done. praying to get intp njc or vjc.. 5-6pts sia! dunno if can enter.. God help me! teachers you can do it! yea!!!
