i woke up early this morning, feeling sick and weak all over. check on the time, arh.. only 6.30.. i went to school to collect some materials for PAE. then oooo HEADACHE!!!! i never realised that entry into the school is by choice, not merit.. now there's no point putting nj & vj for 1st & 2nd. so how? where to go?? what if i cannot enter nj, i won't be in vj, & the 3rd choice, i might not even make it then.. HOW? i gotta pray hard that i make the right decisions. this is important. it concerns my life. haizzzz... =(

now to something less pessimistic. went out with terence, shi jing and mabs.. mabel had a cool cut and highlight. and i was so facinated by the heating machine they used. look so much like a ufo hovering around her head. cool =D. then mabel went off and the 3of us went to taka to find some presant for terry's dad. it was fun walking around. but shi jing and i kept arguing.. terrible. i was punched, kicked, stabbed. when i went home, i realised tt i should not keep this argument things going. so i've decided to patch things up. so shi jing, i'm serious.. no more mean stuff kay? yups. and ya. the babies, toddlers we seen today are all so cute. haha. i might consider taking child psychology now ^^ that's all for now. i gotta go choose my jc. ARHH....