i'm sorry... that's all i can say.. sorry to those i've offended. but i was pissed (no excuse though) nothing was going right. the moderations suck. okay, i'm still sore over the a-maths thing. its really stupid. dhar herself agreed that the paper was'nt tricky.. it was'nt difficult. why the huge moderation? worse still, the higher you get, the lesser your moderation. unfair, unjust. top students are fuming. petition? but no one dares to. that's always the case.. ppl just keep quiet. should i take the lead once again? NO. enough. i've suffered the tag of 'bad guy' for long enough.. i shall just grin and bear it.
teacher went through the chem paper today.. the mistakes i made, silly/careless/sloppy. my eyes fixed on the marks on the cover, a drop of tear. filled with regret, sorrow, anger, desperation, determination, pain. now i've realised how lousy i am. arrogance have eaten up my innoscence. i'm only an empty vessel now, wating, hoping to be filled up once again...
17 years now...
